Fighting depression

I don't know how it goes for others who suffer from depression. I only know my own experience. I have no "real" reason to feel depressed today, but here I sit wondering how I can possibly do what God seems to be placing in front of me. Hey, I'm making the Ireland trip next week with my sister-in-law and my kids. That's a good thing. I have been affirmed by friends during this last week of annual conference. That's good, too. Heck, the cashier at Kohls saved us $75 by getting me signed up for a Kohls charge card. I hate the idea of another card, but $75! Sheesh! I'd need to have my head examined if I didn't do that. Oh, yeah. I am currently in therapy anyway. Is that a win-win or a lose-lose? I don't know. I even got checks from my insurance company for expenses that we had already paid for, so it' s money in the back (or will soon be.)

I sit here wondering why me? Who am I that I should do these things? I'm guessing that many biblical figures asked the same question. I'm not Abraham, don't get me wrong, but I do believe that we all need to step up and follow Christ more faithfully. I'm tired of just talking a good game. Can I get an amen?